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Adriana Taylor
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: French Cafe Radio
  • Reading: the mood options
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: meh
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Milk
    Okay, It has been Forever since I edited my journal entry and forever since I did some real art but life has been hard with my condition.
 For five days straight I could not sleep and I barely ate anything which was accompanied by massive sharp headaches like lightning in my head I we went to the hospital to check to see If my brain was bleeding (which was effing scary to learn that something like that could happen to any one) but thank God my blood looked good it was my Ph levels that were going off the wall (hormonal levels, ha ha) 
     I continued to have muscle spasms,(I still do actually) stare off into space and groan. Every thing seemed as if it out to get me, I imagined there was some kind of team of freaky scientists with headsets and cameras in my house watching my every move and my parents were in on it too and was really on edge. I didn't eat and as days flew by I was starting to look like more and more like a skeleton. One day when I tried to sleep I was awoken by my Anxiety about being watched by something in the dark, after a day of Dead-sleep I woke up to the sound of flies buzzing around me. My mom had this relieved expression on her face as if I had almost died in my sleep, smelled like rotting flesh and had sunken eyes. It was terrible, the doctors say I have depression mixed with Anxiety and that I have PMDD from my dad's side, my grandma had to have a vasectomy because it was so bad. my depression also did a number on me so much that when it was painful to laugh.
    I had no idea depression had this effect on people I thought it was just when people were sad and hopeless. My therapy sessions hardly worked I felt the same after I went home. If anyone has ever experienced, or experiencing anything like this I would be grateful I you shared.


XOXO, Adriana

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:icongamersgirl45:
gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013
hey sorry i couldn't text you for some reason my phone wont text you.
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SabastionLover Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
  AOT sucks
Why did you have to drag me into the saddest anime ever!
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gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2013
Oh whatevr you know you love it. Its like the best thing since sliced bread. Yeah but the anime fucking huuurrrtsss
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gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2013
it keeps coming up with an error 
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BelovedUnderwing Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2013  Professional General Artist
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thanks for the :+fav:!
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gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
And also I love this anime too....m.youtube.com/watch?v=0h1ZDgGh…
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SabastionLover Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
hey u still there I just got home
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gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Are you still there?
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SabastionLover Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
hey, where have you been all summer soccer camp?
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gamersgirl45 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2013
Hey is your phone working? I'm sorry for not texting you, I don't really text a lot..lol but I wanted to say that I can't wait to see you again when school starts. And if you haven't already checked it out, you should watch "free!" Its an anime and its really cute. Well anyways can't wait to see you again. :)
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